Thursday, June 30, 2016

Wednesday, June 29, 2016

I just wanted to say that I am having such a hard time after my mom passed.
it really sucks.
i would do anything to get her back.

I am trying to keep her alive with my music and videos

i dont want  have to  wait to see mom in heaven .
I want to see her now.
Someone told me to write letters to my mom everyday so i am going to start and I want to share the letters.
If anyone knows how to survive losing a mother, please let me know.

don't worry, i am not suicidal.
I need to be there for my family and friends.

I just miss mom so much.
I love you mom. I hope u can hear me.

Sunday, June 26, 2016

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y6FmtQtsBdg&list=PLtuZWgOSZobcfgTekfy98qa-FiJ0QZxTM&index=1

about mom's death from cancer

Friday, June 17, 2016

i decided to add some jewish comedy.
i have been so depressed my entire life.

one of the best cures for mental illness is to laugh and try and have fun.
after mom died
, i realized that life is too short.
the biggest responce to my videos is to the comedy
about my 2 cats, 1 dog and friends

my friend robert is filippino.
if you are filippino please dont take offence .
most of my close friends are filippino.

i am jewish and i like to use jewish comedy

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hl4rwu11PYE&list=PLtuZWgOSZobc8l_MBwqKgHnIldoWP9rMs&index=1

Sunday, June 12, 2016

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVGGS79uMOo&list=PLtuZWgOSZobf2tcfEd6QZRYQrgn5rDovU&index=6

Friday, June 10, 2016


in mom's honor, i created a comedy /music website to help people with cancer and depression

 before mom died, she wanted many people in Israel and around the world  to watch these videos.
to hear the song of hope..
i wrote it for her.
this was mom's favorite song
I dont have contact info for mom's friends in israel, europe, canada.
she had so many friends.
her name was
zahava brook.
she had a masters degree in criminology.

her friends in israel do not know that she passed away.
my family wants to share this you tube website with as many jews, christians, muslims as possible.
she wanted people with cancer to never give up.
can you please email the youtube link to as many people in israel and US and everwhere in the world
i know that the comedy videos i made might offend people but i made them up to make people laugh.
the songs will not offend people
society is about the holocaust.
mouring wings was inspired by psalms 139.

mom and  I  both wanted to help people with cancer and depression



Borderline Personality Music, Comedy and Songs of Hope(ISRAELI  VERSION)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mpu2BxawCG4&index=1&list=PLtuZWgOSZobfk8J6mWRtsMsNHGxgbJG9I

my blog to help people with depression
http://boarderlineperson.blogspot.com/